All my life as a young girl, I dreamed of becoming a teacher. Then, I wanted to be a psychologist or counselor to help people cope with their pain and live better lives. I wanted to build good relationships and live in harmony with others whether at home with family, friends, work, and/or dating. By seeking these relationships, I know what it is like to be feel unworthy, confused, unfulfilled, heartbroken, rejected, lost, used, insecure, mistreated, abused, and loved in every aspect of life on any level.