October 11, 2018

October 11, 2018

I was disappointed yesterday after I realized that my attempt to post during my lunch break failed due to, what I guess was, technical difficulties. It took me a minute to get over it too, but today is a new day and here I am! This morning, I woke up feeling blessed and happy to be free of all of the things that once were a burden on me. The closer I get to God, the more I study the word and let the Holy Spirit minister to my heart and guide my footsteps to live the life I was meant to live. 1 Peter 2:9-10 reads “But you are God’s chosen people. You are a group of royal priests and a holy nation. God has brought you out of darkness into His marvelous light. Now, you must tell all the wonderful things He has done. Once you were nobody. Now, you are God’s people. At one time, no one had mercy on you. Now, God has treated you with kindness.”

Of course, I read 1 Peter 2: 1-17 because I’m deep so I always dig deeper. I love to fully understand things concerning my life, which explains why my messages are long and detailed. That’s how I found God and learned just how blessed I am. I found myself and know who I am. Now, I glow, and I am full of love because I know what it means and how it feels to be loved by God. I can never be broken by the mouths or hands of mankind again. I want all of us to reach this place of happiness, strength, confidence, and contentment in the Lord. In yourself.

God is Awesome.

You are free in His love for us, and once you realize and accept it, you will find and walk in your purpose with pure boldness and confidence. He tells us not to become conformed to the ways of this world for a reason. When you do, you will try to live by its standards, and when you fail the world, you are ridiculed, looked down on, and treated badly, but when you fail in your walk with God, He still loves us. He is kind. He will uplift you and train you in the way you should live in peace. His grace and mercy are everlasting. You belong to Him, you are His so He has you when no one else does. Growing up, I was intrigued by teachers so I wanted to be a teacher. Then, I wanted to be a counselor to help encourage people who are broken from bad relationships whether by friends or family, men or women. I’ve been to college multiple times, and in my last attempt, I studied Psychology in Human Behavior but couldn’t stay focused enough to complete my degree program. I was too focused on my negative emotions and spiritual well-being that weighed me down due to my failed relationships and quest to find true love. I needed to heal. I hate to see people affected by negative emotions because of how others have treated them; people like me. My greatest passion is love, and God has taught me so much about Him through my struggles with my own passion for love. Now, I know my purpose is to spread the gospel about His love for us. I want to encourage all who are willing and want to be free, to go to Him and rest in His love because it is so fulfilling and rewarding in every aspect of your life. Once, you know this, know Him, you can truly live free and love generously as God loves us.